SRIXON

yesterday's dinner at auntie kim's house was really great...
i miss all those home-made peranakan food. her cooking tastes just like mama's
i miss those days when we would all gather at lorong mydin to eat almost every night..
well the humor over dinner was great too...
for some reason or another, we started talking about how important enunciation of words was.
then uncle chwee told us this funny story about mama and a taxi driver when she was trying to tell him she wanted to go to eunos.
upon entering the taxi, she said " euno" the taxi driver said "i don't know" and it went on repeatedly until she missed the destination..
ok it doesn't sound very funny here but when he said it, it really was!
anyway there were alot more jokes over dinner and i think the family on my paternal side has more humor than the other... plus their jokes seem have more wit in it... lol
ah wells... after that we went over to uncle joe's house...
when i stepped in it looked like it was the congregation of the old... lols
and as i expected it wasn't very exciting...
i think everyone there thought i was rather AS cause i didn't talk much and just sat there sms-ing
but what else could i do i was bored!
oh and i saw julian, a friend from when i was a child. he's like super tall now, and not bad looking!

today didn't start out too good. i woke up and started reading the papers then my annoying brother just had to read what i was reading and kicked up a big fuss over it. then for some reason my mum will always come up with some stupid excuse for him so that no matter what he does he isn't it the wrong. its really ridiculous! to avoid any more argument i went back to my room to study then i got scolded for hiding in my room all the time! argh!

anyway i'm starting to understand why Buddhism says that 'life is suffering' cause it really is. although we should always face the world with optimism but recently the unjust that i feel has made me see life for what it is. i've always placed my friends at first priority cause they're just so important to me. maybe i'm just being overly sensitive but i realized that feelings may not be mutual cause you may regard one as your good friend but the person may not feel the same way. and its only when you find out some one betrayed you that you realize =X ( don't get mistaken i'm not referring to any of you that read my blog)